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Greetingz. ★αʞǝʎlαh here. Basically, you're in my blog. Please do not take anything personally because everything here is just based on my own opinion. Umm, I guess this is supposed to be an introduction of me. I guess you'll know me through this website then. :) I sacarstic, random and straightforward. End(lol abrupt ending much?).

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Thursday, November 5, 2009 2:03 AM
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Oh gawd. Save me from not talking at home. ): I'm really gonna lose my voice. I got no one to talk to at home, not even mummy. Yeah, she does understand me, but sometimes I feel that its better for me to shut up then to talk.

I feel so lonely at home. Sister nagging, mummy leaving me in hunger. I'm just sitting around, and shutting myself up, no matter hwo many comments I'm dying to say because I know it will only make matters worse. One more thing, I'm not bothered. I'm too lazy to entertain crazy people who talk crap and insult me for whatever I'm doing. I keep quiet = wrong, I noisy = wrong.

When I wanted to study for my EOY, did any of you tried to keep quiet? Back when it was PSLE days for me, did you ever shut up? NO. I asked you to keep quiet nicely, you said I was noisy. Said I did the same things to you. HELLO, how fucking old are you?! YOU ARE GOING TO BE 20 SOON. Shut the hell up and be mature. THINK ABOUT OTHERS! And I did not make noise when you are studying for your N's, Or even you O's. == I gave you respect, you give me all kind of nonsensical shit.

I'm sorry to my friends if I've been very moody this few days. i've tried to be patient when people start irritating me and stuff like that but I found out that I'm not really a patient person. All this while, I felt so fake. I've always tried to control my anger.

I'll try my best. One day, I'm sure they're going to understand me. It just takes a few moments of true feelings and discussions. One day, I'll make sure they'll appreciate me. ^^