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Greetingz. ★αʞǝʎlαh here. Basically, you're in my blog. Please do not take anything personally because everything here is just based on my own opinion. Umm, I guess this is supposed to be an introduction of me. I guess you'll know me through this website then. :) I sacarstic, random and straightforward. End(lol abrupt ending much?). Awesome Exits
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
7:38 AM
hello prettaye women and handsome mayne! ^^Okay, so when I woke up tday, I looked into the mirror and found my biggest horror. I GOT TANNED. LIKE SERIOUSLY TANNED?! I used to be fairer than my fucking white sister but now I'm darker. Sad ah sad. So I've been wondering if I could actually blog things which are very private and stuff. And blog the truth. I thought about it for like, a long time, and I finally made me final decision. I won't. (: Because it will just make people look bad and my mother often reminded me to be gentle yet strong. I guess what happend on Tuesday was stupid. I shouldn't have cried. Well, I just can't hold back the tears anymore. I've been smiling the whole time, pretending as if nothing is wrong and laugh at jokes that I don't even find funny. I feel so plastic. Not much people can understand me. I have lots of problem. Not just Oh-I-cannot-buy-this-thing problems. For me, problems like that are pathetic and I have to face it everyday. What's worse is beyond your imagination. But this is what I learnt: If you think you are the prettiest, there are other people tht are prettier. If you think you are the smartest, there are other people tht are smarter. If you think you are the weakest, there are other people who are weaker. If you think you are stupid, there are other more stupid people too. So, if you think you are experiencing the worse thing ever, some people experince worser things. These sentences really made me survive. I should really thank the director of the drama for giving such good advices. But really, sometimes I feel like I can't go on. I feel like I have no one to talk to. I cried alone at night, and my eyes will be very red and sore. I kept it a secret, but its certainly not my contacts' fault. Really. Okay, I won't go on with the topic. Eyes are very watery now. =P So, I've spent my whole week helping my mother with kuih tat and popiah. HEHE, come my house to try, want? ^^ Oh, hopefully I'm doing makmur tomorrow, cook it by Sunday. It's my favourite. Hehs. I think my whole family will start to weave the ketupat 4 days before Hari Raya, cook it the night before the eve. Will have lots of fun, I hope. I also hope there won't be any dissatisfaction between my family members after Hari Raya. Hope tht all of them repend and forgive and forget. That way, neither me or my cousins will feel bad at all. (: I hope everything will go well during Hari Raya and all the way after tht. ^^ Hopefully. |