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Tuesday, January 18, 2011 2:01 AM

I don't even know why I'm bothering to update my blog.

Okay byeeeeeeeeeez. Gonna study for the damn A maths and E maths test tmr. :(

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Saturday, January 15, 2011 11:42 PM

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Monday, January 10, 2011 5:14 AM

Okay, I have this weird temptation to log into MSN everyday just to check although I know NOBODY fun will. Oh, and first two weeks of school was fine, I guess. I'm still getting used to classmates. I guess we'll all be crazy people by Sec 4. ^^v

Idk why people keep reminding us that out goal is not midyear or whatsoever, our target is O LEVEL. Okay, people, SHUT UP! Let's stop stressing out poor 15 year old kids. Let's all go step by step. Personally, I think I'm actually able to cope with subjects right now but I'm SUPER prepared to fail subjects. :x BUT, that doesn't mean that I want to.

Haiyah, I miss 2E1. I just realised whatever that seemed normal in 2E1 is considered weird in this new class. So uncomfortable. :( Ah shit, I was supposed to check fb, then get off the computer and study Geog but I ended up chatting with people on MSN, hhahaha! Oh oh oh but I already did my Geog, so it's okay if I play the comp a lil right. :B

AHHHHHHHHH okay I'll go now. My brain is forcing me to get my ass out of this room but my heart wants to stay here. Aiyoh, irritating brain. Bye la bye! X.x

Wednesday, December 29, 2010 3:05 PM

Lack of updates.

Monday, December 20, 2010 2:35 AM

Currently I'm busy deciding whether to eat chocolates or not, hehe. No seriously, I don't care about my weight but I kinda think I need to stop eating such fatty things for my health. Btw, is frozen yogurt healthy? *lack of common sense*

And I'm so sorry for the boring state my blog is in right now. My USB cable is useless and I can't be bothered to use the bluetooth function to transfer pictures. :X So yeah, this may be the last post that I actually bother to think before typing HA. HA. Kay bye. ^^v

What website do you spend the most time on?

Tuesday, December 7, 2010 5:13 AM

Holidays are boring.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010 7:28 AM

Okay, god knows whether there's actually people reading my blog.

._.

Bleah, who uses blogger now anyway?

Tumblr is soooooo much more fun. Hehe.

But I guess I'm too lazy to reblog and find stuffs, so my tumblr ain't attractive.

AND PEOPLE ON TUMBLR ARE SO PRETTY, I get so jealous when I see them. :(

Anyway, I'm currently waiting for my drama to load. Omg, Aqylah. Get a life. -.- But I can't help it, MSN is boriiiinnnngggggggg~ Is MSN boring or is my social life getting worse? Gahhhhh, who cares. I don't live to impress everyone on my MSN list. I get jealous when people are so socialable and everyone wants to be their friend. I wish I was one of them too. Except that my social life hasn't been that great since like, forever. I only have a few bestfriends that I can really trust. Hmm, I take a long time to adjust with people.

I just realized that in Secondary 1, I wanted to break away from my geeky image but at the same time I didn't want people to think that I am a stuck-up girl. That's why I thought that if I could have more friends, I could break the image. Then I realized that nobody cares. You can be fat, short, ugly, nerdy, geeky or innocent, all you have to do is to be yourself. Therefore, I started ignoring text messages and stopped giving people my contact information because I'm more comfortable with only a few friends. That's why the people that I go out with are always the same, hehe.

Okay what was with the last paragraph? And what the whipcream, I changed the tab and saw that I didn't press play on the drama yet! Gaahhh, this is so frustrating. I also promised my mama to not watch drama when the new year starts and focus on my studies. That's why she's allowing me to watch like 9876523931 dramas during the holidays. Oh, she also set a curfew. I knowww, how old am I? -.- But I guess if she don't, I'll be staring at the computer screen 24 hours.

OH MY SKIN IS GETTING WORSE. I don't get it why adults always say, "Oh, don't worry it'll go away soon. People your age always have it." Well, there are people out there who have clean, acne-free skin. Yes, they deserve a punch or two right in their faces. Joking. :) I wonder how they mantain awesome skin. It's like, inherited from their parents. Ah, if only I got my father's awesome skin. Tsk.

Oh, and I have been watching glee. Took less then 5 days to complete everything. Can't wait for the next episode. Until then, I'll be watching Asian dramas.

Okay then, I shall end this ultra long post(I think) with and awesome picture of my boyf. :)

Serious comeback.

Monday, November 22, 2010 4:07 AM

Okay, what's with the greeting. ._.

Anyway, after a long hiatus, I'm back! Well, not really. I'm actually spending my whole holidays staring at the computer screen. Yes people, I need a life. :) Anyway, I've already progressed very far in my life. LIKE KILLING THIS STUPID MOSQUITO THT HAS BEEN IN THIS ROOM FOR WEEKS. Nah, joking. I'm currently preparing for Secondary 3. I know I don't really look like a 14 years old this year(that's because I'm not, YET), whether its good or bad. I think I look old. Okay, I will TRY not to type vain stuffs.

Hmm, where should I start.. Oh, subject combination. I got the two Science subject that I'm actually very confident with, Biology and Chemistry. I'm actually really glad I didn't get Physics because I'll actually regret and start failing it when 2011 starts. Talking about 2011, I'm veryvery excited to start a new year because I've brainwashed myself and I'm starting to revise my Lower Secondary work. A-huh, when did Aqylah get so hardworking? Well, 2010 actually taught me that I should not only aim for a pass, I should aim for a distinction. Anyway, I really want to be successful. :)

Oh, and after thinking for a very long time, I finally decide what I want to be when I grow up. Truthfully, cabin attendant and teacher is just, bleahhhh, whatever. What I really want to be is someone that is capable of helping others. In order to do that, I must study hard and become successful. I also want to encourage the whole world to help those in need. ^^ Okay, I know it sounds weird but I won't be able to realise my dream if it wasn't for dramas and reality shows. See, they ain't that bad anyway.

Hmm, I should think of the next topic to talk about..

Thinking..

Thinking..

Thinking..

I guess I'll stop here then! :D Oh btw, I had a fun trip to Sentosa with awesome Girlfs~ Hmm, shall not talk about that because I'm very bad at explaining fun stuffs. Alright then, til we meet at the next post. Peace out. ^^v

Tuesday, November 9, 2010 2:22 AM

Ya hi, I still own a blog. :)

exams = OVER!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010 11:39 PM

You're probably wondering, "Since when does Aqylah update her blog?"

Well, exams are over! I feel so free~

Okay, my first few lines was boring and fake.

-_- Yes, I am happy that exams are over but I'm not happy with life.

Friends were awesome, though. :)

Okay, sooooooooooo~ I'm actually very VERY angry and I feel like slamming the keyboard and do a 369 and jumping on it or something. I'm sorry computer/keyboard/mouse/CPU/Audio speakers, it's not your fault. :( :(

To Loser 1,

I don't like anyone and I'm not keeping anything from you. Why do you hate me so much? Fuck you. Like, seriously. Why do you keep on insisting that I will always like someone? I ain't no bitch, aight. And stop saying I'm a playgirl, asshole. It isn't my fault that guys talk to me, okay? If you want guys so much, I can give all the guys in the universe to you because at this age, I'm not interested in a relationship. So yes, go add all the guys I'm in contact, talk to them, dig out their secrets, hate me because I 'play' with guys heart. Seriously, think about my position. Either that, or go fuck each one of those guys. -_-

To Loser 2,

What shy? You shy means must tell Loser 1 everything is it? You're nice, but still, GO FUCK YOURSELF. Fine, get motivation form Loser 1 blablabla still, you know that Loser 1 won't help you because Loser 1 is not freaking close to me anymore. And I don't like people who goes around asking others for help. It's not manly.

Okay, I don't think I can continue with the post because I'm too angry and my brain is just full of swear words. Grr~

Friday, September 10, 2010 9:36 PM

Hi I'm updating.

Okay, luckily for me, I realised that I still own a blog. :)

I bet nobody stops by here anymore. Anyway, the reason I'm updating is to wish everyone a SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, maaf zahir dan batin. that is to everyone, including those people who terase-d at my blogposts. OKAY BYE i gtg visiting now. :)

Updates on life.

Saturday, July 31, 2010 9:40 AM

My sister: Shake properly la!

Mama: Shake alr la!

My sister: SHAAAKEEEEEEEE!!!

Mama: Shake your boobie~

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Recently, there's alot of things that I have been thinking about. I need motivation.

Firstly, its studies. Well, yeah. Streaming is around the corner and I really want to score well. Since the start of Term 2, I did all my homeworks, without fail. Yet, I still failed my tests. I know that just doing homework is not enough for me to score well, especially when I don't have the foundation of topics such as algebra and everything. Yes, I've been begging my mother to buy me assesment books. Pfft, so unlikely of me. Seriously, I just want to score well for my streaming and 'O's. I don't care if it makes me a nerd of I have to sacrifice my life, I just want to. My mother doesn't even bother to get me a kamus. I love kamus. I love to read it when I'm bored and learn new words. I just don't get it why my mother won't let me get what I want.

Secondly, family. Eventhough I really look happy and carefree, there are really negative things that happen in my life. Okay, I won't post everything here. Usually, its my sister. They call me stupid just to bring me down. Fine, I'm stupid, I'm gullible, I'm honest. I admit to that. I just shrug it off whenever the call me that. Truthfully, it's very painful. You are trying your best to study, trying your best to please everyone, yet, these people try to bring you down. They think they're the best in the world just because they completed their 'O' and 'N' levels. You know what's the worst? It's when your parents are right in front of you when they call you that. Yet, they didn't seem to get angry. They freaking agree to it!

Third, friends. I tend to think positively on friends because they're not someone you spent your whole life with. Sometimes, they bring you down. Who cares, people like that are not worth it. I can handle those who give negative comments, those who are disgusting or even those who are very vain, but I can't stand those who tells secret to others, especially those who label me as a best friend. I can't stand it when people go, "OMG blablablabla.. Don't tell Aqylah." What are you treating me as? Someone who tells everyone everything? Hell no. I don't tell secrets to others. My weakness is just.. lying. When I lie, it just shows on my face. Anyway, back to the topic. I really appreciate those who gathers all her bestfriends and tells everything to them. I love them. :)

Fourth, future. I really have no future. Okay, I don't have any PLANS for my future. It used to be.. marrying some guy and becoming a pretty bride. -.- Ok fine, maybe it will come true but I'm talking about when I get out of school. What course do I want to take, what I want to be. I wanted to be a model, then I figured out that I couldn't handle flash. I wanted to be a singer, then some idiot had to bring me down and said you can't sing. I wanted to be a dancer, but dancing isn't really my talent and I don't really have interest in it. Then, there was a sudden urge to become a cabin attendant, but my sister had to freaking spoil it. Maybe I should just marry some rich brat and stay at a bangalow with 10000000 maids to clean the house. -.-

Fifth, love life. I really want to give up on this right now, until someone comes around and freaking stole it just by singing. I hate you, LOL. But really, I do talk to alot of guys but that doesn't mean I like them. Fine, I think some guys are better to talk to then girls because girls tend to have this bitchiness in them that will talk bad about a person. I am a very sensitive person that believes that the impression that your bestfriends have about you is EVERYTHING. That's why, when I don't like how a girl is acting, I'll tell it to my guy friends. One thing about having guy friends is that girls think you flirt around. I don't care, I know I don't, that's all. Okay I think the topic changed from love life to guy friends but you get it.

Okay, I'll end here.

I guess even if people bring me down, I'm going to keep one thinking positively. I also think that I should try to find my true self, my true friends and my dreams. Update ya'll later!

Sick

Wednesday, July 7, 2010 3:37 AM

I'm sick.

Ok bye.

I will try my best to come to sch tmr.

k byez.

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Monday, July 5, 2010 8:24 AM

O.O

Thursday, June 24, 2010 6:13 AM